Private

I let you in

so you can push me out

you bring me up

then you let me down

I long for immunity

I crave your touch

I’m blinded by how I want you so much

I let you in

I let myself go

You're all I think…all I know

Love is sweet and then it stings

Lies can never give me wings

it’s superficial and it’s hard to admit

still these feelings I keep in a tight grip

your love goes in and out like the tide

To avoid getting hurt sometimes I hide

You say one thing

you do another

and make me wonder if your with another

it’s so hard

I can’t decide

do I stay and swallow my pride?

Second chances are tough and they don’t come cheap

One must give in and sometimes that makes me feel weak

I can stay quiet, I can forget

because if I act I may feel regret

Sometimes love is a treasure

then it can be a curse

I need to know which before I begin another verse.