I am fed up with tons of things right now. More things than I can count on my own appendages probably, so I won’t bother naming them all here.
Primarily though, I am sick of fighting and getting taken advantage of. I feel like I have always been the primary fighter for my relationships, be they friendly or otherwise. I’m over it. I’m exhausted…the returns are never worth it (I get forgotten or overlooked) and people get lazy when I take charge and then expect me to do all the work henceforth. Fighting for something is one of the most obvious ways to show that you care (I’m pretty sure I have written a whole blog entry about this before) and when the people you care most about cannot even muster the strength, for ten minutes, to put up a good fight it’s like a huge slap in the face…and to be honest, my face feels really raw right now.
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